These days I thought about the passion.
When I was a high school student, I really really fascinated by the computer programming.
I was lived in very small island and in that island nobody had a computer.
Even nobody had a chance to see what it is.
So, it was not easy to think about computer and also difficult to learn programming.
I just decided to enter the high school in the island instead of go aboard to study because there was one computer in there. Only one! But, I hoped to have a chance to touch and learn computer in there.
I really really tried to do whatever I can do and learned by myself. From that moment, I really was passionate to be a computer guru.
But, now a days, what am I do? Do still I have a passion about this area?
Do really want to do something with this? I am not sure now…
Of course, I love to learn computer stuffs. But, what after then?
Did I made any result?
It is not only the problem with the computer things. I also looks lost the passion about photography which was my favorite hobby. I tried to memorize memory beautiful moment. But, these days I just took one or two cut a day or even a week.
I realized this lost of passion yesterday when I had a english exam. I found that when I do something I didn’t totally focus on it. I should make myself active person again.