It’s been more than a month now and I’m still feeling like a stranger here. It’s like living in an expensive hotel for a long vacation. Nothing’s settled yet.
I was used to the life with flexibility but here I can’t get that luxury anymore. The salary is good enough to barely survive and the cost of living here are terrible. I might think it as a tuition for learning this new environment, but I hope I also can find a hope for my future. But, not in current situation.
I have to have a long term plan as always I have said. But, I can’t what and how make this clear. If I live like this, there won’t any big jump and will be same even after 10 years. I don’t want to be like that.
I’ve just realized that I haven’t made a new year’s resolution. I always did, but forgot this year. I should start from there. Make a new year’s resolution and after then, think about the long term plan. That’s it.